my blog is always dead haix...busy with tt and shanghai trip....yup the first training i first had after shanghai has been bad though i improved slightly a bit....but not the one i expected to be....haix...that training had been a lonesome training....nevermind,went back just cried and wanna sleep...was napping at the time,then this call interuppted me,last minute extra training...i went there with no mood,and the sky was crying like i do...training-really no mood,just rallied and so on....haix i really wanna die and give up...after everything i expect a scolding but end up different.i was shocked thought i will get a big scolding of showing a sianz face,nevermind!went to macs,talk craps...really can't wait to watch competiton haha...i end up being hyper of something,became super abnormal...and my face went red(not knowing why)