today last minute say go play....sorry...i felt guilty really sorry...felt like crying...seem like the emo girl is coming back somehow...haiz i just overcame it and somehow it came back and i cried almost everyday!gosh!haiz...hope something cheer me up....and this first play around was fun....doubles with one leftie,and played 8 set...tired...played with a girl later then doubles again...i was left with no energy and strength....haix...ate lunch...went to macs and watch tt videos...it was exciting at first then later i reallt too tired...almost slapt...went home.