today,i slack at home....sianz....was about to come out,then dad sent me there....late,manage to video some matches....today competition is a very disappointing one....i expect the person to win 2-3 match....went to burger king....sianz and sad....it conflicted....when waiting for bus.....my whole face went super black....i just felt like crying....haiz...really i take tht scene too much....i really had nothing to say...i really very disappointed and i asking myself many question-are you crazy,why just over this matter then cry,i felt i am foolish man...haiz just say today i really too emo,haiz...must learn how to control my emotions somehow