today....is my last training of the year....haha but my stomach not feeling well...haiz so face is like super black....i start to plan my own training program of the day...service...i always made it so complicated=sucks...so later i start to think back when i was at tp...then i start using my right hand to serve to see the difference....then i multi-ball myself(both fh anf bh),the feeling was SHIOK...then had training,it is still as per normal...just that every time guai guai...i start to laugh...me a bit too siao....then played with long pips...is was fun...i start to play like crystal....damn funny....haha this is the first time i super hyper....first time so long i been smiling and laughing...is my favourite training....very enjoyable...

Then,i changed and went out....been finding for clare's present...it had been tough....then went to vivo,ate and enjoy the scenery...then start to play arcade...the game was limited and i somehow still enjoying myself....walk around....then chat and went home....today is a memorable day!!!!=)next year will be a nice one...but i don't like my birthday to lie on a school day....sway chew!!!!ke lian!!!!haha...jia you next year i will produce a better results for both study and table tennis!!!play hard and study hard!!!

Today,my dad call me until siao to wake me up....i slept quite late last night...went to school to buy the remaning books...went to eat lunch,the weather is freaky hot...went to bathe...end up i am late for the match...sit at one side then was sms to go to other side....watch ...overall the competition super boring,wanna go also cannot,then someone looking there so i was really blushing.......went out....

anyway i think watching too much competition,always the same ppl playing=sianz...but even though i always see tachniques...but somehow i look at their mood when they played competition....i started to compared myself with the other players-somehow,some of them are similar but some i need to learn from them....so i learnt how to treat competition in a positive and effective manner....

today,i slack at home....sianz....was about to come out,then dad sent me there....late,manage to video some matches....today competition is a very disappointing one....i expect the person to win 2-3 match....went to burger king....sianz and sad....it conflicted....when waiting for bus.....my whole face went super black....i just felt like crying....haiz...really i take tht scene too much....i really had nothing to say...i really very disappointed and i asking myself many question-are you crazy,why just over this matter then cry,i felt i am foolish man...haiz just say today i really too emo,haiz...must learn how to control my emotions somehow

today,i went to help my parents...in the morning my brother and i were dragged out.....and went to toa payoh to buy breakfast....one thing is we were totally madness...in an empty carpark....we started to scream and sing the super high speech opera....really 200% mad....went to help...we managed to do all the job in time....went to popular buy books....then rest....went to stta watch competition....somehow something happens to ahem....and i felt the shocking pain in me....gosh xin tong!!!!~haiz....went to long john...chat with clare through phone....took bus home

today,i was supposely going to help my mother....but i always had the habit to watch tv until late late and end up i sleep late....super tired....i was at home....sianz the whole day....watch tv blah blah!!!!!!and wait for the time to meet clare....clare called me and say she just finsh tuition...so i went to her house with the present i bought yesterday....it is like the size of my bag-big and troublesome...so it is a good thing to put at her house rather than bringing around in stta....uncle and mama fetched us go there....well what can i say...clare used her cam to video people play and became the cam's tripod stand!!!haha!help cheryl take pics but i regretted never take pics or videos for myself....haix i do too many things for people le....and forget about my self...towards the end clare and dan's friend tease me....i was blusjhing but somehow not obvious....then i tag along with friends and went home...

today,i played until siao....went to cousin's house to meet with my bro and cousin....then we played at toa payoh arcade...it had been so long that i never been there....i got addicted.....haha shiok sia....then i am back at maple track.....mapling...

today,went out to far east,orchard and bugis to buy new clothes.....spend until no $$$$...then took bus went to cousin's house use computer....then today also my dad's birthday...went out to eat and went home....

woohoo!just can't wait for today!going out!i was stoning at home!nothing better to do....wanted to nap then receive message from clare say her tuition cancelled so we meet earlier,i rushed like mad...then at the bus stop,waited for dan and walked to the opp.bus stop....plus passing presents and presents!haha!lol!talked craps.....cycled....ate...haiz i regretted putting chilli in my noodles...so spicy lor....then we cycled...rained,haix just about to enjoy the views in the jetty and it rained....sway!then had to wear the super big jacket....haha my hair still wet....hush!cold~!brain freezing=headache=blurred....but we still cycle....then we go to the other jetty....then we went to macs and eat...went to gelare to eat waffle ice cream...we were having loads of fun....but i night-dream a bit!then when we walked to the bus stop....my crazy disease fu fa....i am like 200-300% madness....laugh non-stop....then in the bus stop....i just had no energy throughout and no feelings....just too tired...fuel really used up...anyway overall it had been a fun enjoyable day!yup yup!

today will be the last school training(sob),warm-up then plays doubles with clare then later with cheryl...we are laughing all the way....then we start to play matches among seniors....yup then played matches with dan,was distracted....then ate lunch at swensens(dunno spell correct or not)....went home....

today,i dragged dan to bring me go play around....i didn't explore what i wanna explore ...that's a sad thing....yup played with my admiree...i was laughing all the way and try to learnt serve from him...then doubles...i just stone there haiz i pressured myself too much....haiz..anyway i was just having fun.then afternoon ate luch at macs,i was sianz all a while throughout the afternoon in temasek poly...sian until no appetite to eat...then went to their training,dan stuffs much info into my brain while i watch them played...yup observe and feel people how they play...yup yup...rallied with a girl..it was fun somehow that's only a short while yup....then walked out-just found out how big is this poly...then settle down have a drink...and took a 1hr bus...was stoning....then chat with clare-she finally came back from korea,really miss her.then start playing with my hair...walked home....i finally found out what's in me!

yesterday go watch competition,the same thing we do watch,take videos...ate lunch went home.....today i went to watch finals,gosh!i am late...miss one matches and watched the finals is quite exciting....really very happy...went hyper...haiz...haha ate,walked around,headed home....haiz a bit saddened....cannot say much just say after that...i still crazy....

Meet with jean,she was late and i went to bus stop early......saw dan,but he didn't see me can...that time was wet(just bathed),so hair is down...haha,then took bus,take our own sweet time go stta...then we watched competition...helpedto videod and took pics....we got in some wacky trouble...haix...and is like cause of someone's fault..but really bo bian...jo had to go,and we help her take video..yup yup...ate lunch with tania and cheryl...and went back to watch until 3 plus...walked around alone,meet with bro and watch movie...it is really a nice show...ate and went home...

today last minute say go play....sorry...i felt guilty really sorry...felt like crying...seem like the emo girl is coming back somehow...haiz i just overcame it and somehow it came back and i cried almost everyday!gosh!haiz...hope something cheer me up....and this first play around was fun....doubles with one leftie,and played 8 set...tired...played with a girl later then doubles again...i was left with no energy and strength....haix...ate lunch...went to macs and watch tt videos...it was exciting at first then later i reallt too tired...almost slapt...went home.

my blog is always dead haix...busy with tt and shanghai trip....yup the first training i first had after shanghai has been bad though i improved slightly a bit....but not the one i expected to be....haix...that training had been a lonesome training....nevermind,went back just cried and wanna sleep...was napping at the time,then this call interuppted me,last minute extra training...i went there with no mood,and the sky was crying like i do...training-really no mood,just rallied and so on....haix i really wanna die and give up...after everything i expect a scolding but end up different.i was shocked thought i will get a big scolding of showing a sianz face,nevermind!went to macs,talk craps...really can't wait to watch competiton haha...i end up being hyper of something,became super abnormal...and my face went red(not knowing why)